Antonio Banderas shares his favorite memory with Salma Hayek: ‘Almost took me to tears’

Not really. Not in my case. I guess it depends on what career, you may have a big success very early in your career, extraordinary success, and then you realize, ‘oh, something’s happening’ and it’s an impact. But in my particular case, it wasn’t like that. It was very progressive. I started with theater. I mean, I’m talking about 50 years ago, right? And then I started with little characters in movies, and it was something that little by little was growing, not suddenly. So it came to me in a much more natural way. And I had time to see the dangers that surround celebrities and being famous and all the parallel lives that exist around actors. Me, I said to myself very early in my career, ‘what am I here for?’ I’m here for what happens between action and cut. I’m here for what happens from the moment the curtain goes up and the curtain goes down. That’s my life. Everything else that is happening around you, of course, you have to play with it in the best possible way. But the important thing is the other stuff. So I grew into being a star very little by little.

I don’t know, I’m probably humble because I have a certain level of insecurity, you know? If I had nine lives, probably, I wouldn’t be that humble, but I have one. So, you know, I have to be careful with what I say, with what I do, because I’ve seen a lot of idiots, during my life doing a lot of things that weren’t right. And so I don’t want to be one of those. I want to be more centered in believing that my life starts every day. And you know, success is something that comes and goes. So you have to be very alert and very persistent every day you’re building whatever you are, every day.

Some of those things I’m still afraid of it. I’m afraid of death. I’m afraid of pain. I’m afraid of losing people that I love. Those are the things that get me. I’m also very afraid of injustice. People suffering for things that they don’t deserve to suffer for. That gives me terror, and panic to see a situation of injustice. It must be very hard to be accused of something you didn’t do. That seems like a terrible thing to me. Probably almost as much as death.

When I was doing it, it didn’t affect me that much actually because I was compartmentalizing the movie. I was concentrated on this scene and what’s happening there, and then the next one and blah, blah, blah. So when I saw the movie for the first time, they sent it to a theater in Malaga for me, so I saw it on a big screen, and then it got me. I said, ‘oh my god.’ There are a number of scenes in the movie that actually caught me off guard as if I actually didn’t really do it. But it really surprised me the way it was edited and the music that was in there, and how there were very specific pauses and rhythm that gave the movie something very electric, and very beautiful, and very emotional.

Completely. After my heart attack, it was almost like an epiphany, a revelation that I was not actually doing the things that I wanted to do. I was living more the life of others and the projections that they had over me, what they wanted me to be, and I was just playing the game. And at that particular moment, I said, ‘no, this is not right. I have to live my life.’ And I bought a theater. So I went off to do exactly what I wanted to do, and in the last five years of my life, that’s what I’ve been doing, and I’m very happy.

I don’t know. I don’t wanna be a legend. No, I want to do things that are coherent, and reasonable. Treat people nicely as they deserve to be treated, and practice what I love, which is an art, you know, the art of telling stories, and that allows me to reflect and reflect in front of other people. And I think- I do really do seriously believe that art makes the world better. And movies make the world better, and theater and literature and painting and poetry, those things are teaching us what we can do, what we can be individually and collectively.

I have many.

The day I did the screen test with her- I was already in the movie Desperado, but she wasn’t, and I won’t say names, but there were very famous actresses that came to do that audition. And I remember how nervous she was. I remember that I got a scene with her, and I was holding her, and she put her hand on my shoulder. She was shaking so hard. That almost took me to tears, I could feel it in my shoulder. I remember that. That was a long time ago. She’s a very smart woman. Life gives us all cards, and with the cards that she received, she played the best game she could play.